So if you know me you know that I have a lot of crazy dreams, but yesterday I had some of the craziest ever!!! Seriously, its made me hesitant to sleep.
1st i decided to take a nap yesterday which turned out to be a mistake because I had an absolutely traumatizing dream. This is how it went...It was a continuation of the day. I first started to cook dinner for me and Jordan, but I was having a really hard time. I couldn't do anything right and I ended up spilling everything on the floor! So i told jordan we would just go out to eat only to realize that we didn't have any money to buy food!! So we went with out dinner. Then I proceeded to go to my dance rehearsal, which I didn't want to go to because my parents had just arrived to visit me. I got to my rehearsal to finish choreographing a dance for my peers, and no one showed up!! they all decided not to come because they hated my dance! this was very disappointing. I proceeded to ask my dancer teacher if i could leave so i could spend time with my parents, and she said absolutely not! you have to stay for a guest teacher. So I attended the Guest Teacher's class only to have to run out because I was having some sort of allergic reaction. My lips were swelling and my throat was closing in, i ran to get water but i couldn't drink it! Then I started losing my balance, i couldn't stand or walk. I finally returned to the class and the teacher pulled me aside to tell me that she was going to ask me to join her dance company, but after seeing my behavior she changed her mind. I sadly returned to the dance studio to get my stuff only to find out that it was stolen!! So i tried calling jordan a million times to come pick me up and he wouldn't answer. And then I woke up, very stressed out and confused, it had felt extremely real.
2nd my dream last night was also traumatizing but not as complicated. I dreamed that we had to practice polygamy, so Jordan had two other wives. I can't even begin to explain to you the feelings I was experiencing in this dream. I was just so grateful to wake up and be reminded that Jordan was all mine!
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